Wajood ka Sawaal...

gar humne bataya naa hota...
tou sayad sab kuch yuhin naa hota...
sawal apne bajood ka gar humne utthaya naa hota...
tou java-ab sayad yuhin naa aaya hota...
mashroofiyat me bhi soch naa hoti...
bheed me thanhaai naa hoti...
samundar ki pyaas naa hoti...
ujaaloin ki talaash naa hoti...
tere aane ki aas na hoti...
jo bataya wo ek sawal tha...
javaab bhi sawal me hi mila...
gar wo raat naa hoti...
tou mulaakat naa hoti...
tab sayad ye baat bhi naa hoti...

Uljhe hue se shabd...

Chalo socha hai kuch naya likhunga....
apne kalam ki siyaahi se...
kuch kagazon ko bharunga....
sabdon ki chinta mujhe satane lagi ab...
kya soch raha hun...
aur kya likhunga....
vaakyon k sandarbh me kuch prasang bhi khade ho gaye....
aur ab saransh likhte hue sabdo k jaal me vaakya hi kahin kho gaye...
khade kiye the jo pemane likhne k liye...
unnki seema ghatti ja rahi hai...
siyahi sukhi bhi nahi aur....
sabdon ki chinta mujhe sata rahi hai....
ujlhe hue the jo sawaal wo suljhte nahi...
ab tou sawalon k javab humko uljha rahe hain...
soch me doob gaya kuch iss tarah ki...
subha se shaam ho gai...
naa likh saka jo likhne chala tha...
me shabdon ki mala ko pirone chala tha...

A Day in Lanjigarh!!!

marvelous day spent in lanjigarh...in ma rememberence no other day is like this...had an amazing match n came to knw who is my lucky charm...gud feeling to have sumone ..n in afternoon fully wet in rain for two hours ...a long drive n explored a new place...i loved it...deep white clouds was kissing the mountains....wet roads, wet ppl...goats , cows were also njoying this beautiful rain...ohh yes...i think i forgot to mention about sumone...widout her all the things cudn't be possible..... my friend increases the taste of the rain....lot of talks...n thankfully no fights....only pranks...rain dance...old songs....tea in UHS....i thought it was a dream but wen i pinched myself....i came to knw that its a reality n i m the one who xperienced it... 

The Band....is it??? PART-1

i m trying to explain here some real kind of band not just a shaadi wala band!!!14 monts back i alwazzz thought about my joining (now i think why?) czz at that time i was vella or koi kaam bhi nahi tha...so sochta tha czz sochne me kissi k baap ka kya jata hai?...when i got my first joining it was filled with mix emotions...matlab Band bajne ki suruaat...HR ppl gave some weird Station code where i had to reached. i never heard about AMBODALA(AMB) before...but i had to so without any thougts i started journey towards my destination...n they also mentioned lanjigarh what we ppl now used to call LA....sounds gud seems awesome but for few weeks...actually it is a kind of hill station surrounding with hills n forests...dats the description bout LA...no more deviation i sud cum to the topic ...as i was on my way i met two ppl who boarded train frm Nagpur (NGP)...infact i knew that they were traveling with me...czz of my bad habit( will tell u about it later).. so without any delay i asked them ...unkaa agla pichla...itna kuch jo do ajnabiyo ko dost banane k liye kafi hota hai jaan liyaa tha...after a long wait at last i reached the destination station with my new friends...

as i stepped out frm the bogie at that moment i Realized that it was my number 2 band bajna...sum more ppl were also jumped out in hurry...czz the stopping time was 2min ...i asked myself what the f*** it was...but chalta hai...isliye train bhi chali gai...but real me lagni tou bakki thi...bcz in those moments i n others were searching out their luggages...as soon the train gone i saw around the station n tab mujhe yaad aayi sholey k RAMGAHD ki....kya yaar sulag hi gai thi ki kya jagah hai be ye...us samay agar ALL IZZ WELL hota tou jaroor bolta but...Watt lag gai thi tou ye soch kar k akela nhi hun...me bhi sabke sath nuikal liaa...in train i was running with sort of cigg...so i inquired about it....tabhi pichhe se awazz aayi sala yahan daru milegi??? i was happy chalo koi apun ki tarah tou hai jo kuch dhundh raha hai...n that was the time i forgot all the lagna...moved out frm the station i went to the shop (Ittifaq se dukaan station k bahar hi thi) n bought one packet without any thought what ppl were blaa blaa...n here i got the answer about lanjigarh...actually lanjigarh is situated 28km frm ambodala...no railway facilities were available ...so one vehicle was parked to pick sum bunch of guy...who were starting their career with VEDANTA...that is where i work currently!!!so boss again a big jerk in my hope...i was used to get into it...on the way to LA lag raha tha k koi kidnap kar raha hai...zig zag way covered with trees ...far far away no ppl only hills n forest...bapu logon kaa sath tha per fatt gai thi....kahin achanak koi bus naa rokle...jaise taise LA pahunche...LA kya class jagah lagi...no pollution no population ...no big malls..but small tea stalls..nature beauty, many small falls... itna band bajne k baad chal kuch to accha laga....then i bound to asked my self kya issko band bajna bolenge???



TO BE CONTINUED......

Reat per Bante Nishaan....

reat per chalte hue kabhi socha nahi tha k itni door talak aaunga...
jo kabhi papa ki ungli thame tha...kabhi unkke bager bhi chal paunga...
lehre aati gai mere peroin tale mitti hatati gai...
jo reh gaye the wo mere kadmo k nishaan sirf...
kuch aur kadmo ko banate me itni door chala gya...
ab jab picche dekhta hun tou sirf reat hai...
jo nishan banaye the wo theek ussi tarah mitte jaise yaad nahi kab papa ki ungli thamna chhod tha....
kadmo k nishaan theek har rishte ki tarah the jo mene jindgi k safar me banaye the...
wo naa choote isliye mene chalna hi chhod dia..
mujhe kya pata tha k waqt ki raftaar essi hai k...
me tou rukaa per lehre naa rukii...
har rishta nisano ki tarah vilupt hota gya...
essa lagta hai mano jaise kabhi wo tha hi nahi...
aur sayad yahi vajah hai ki mene bhi chala suru kar dia...
nishano ko banana suru kar dia...

chamakte hue sitare ki chahh...

gardishon me chamkte hue sitare ki chhah rakhta hun...
koi hai jisse apna banane ka khawb dil me pale hue rakhta hun...
raste kai hn manjil-e-humsafar ki taraf....
bas us raste pe chalne se me darta hun...
koi mujhe na mila,is baat ka gila nahi mujhe...
main tou keval usse pane ki chhah rakhta hun...
kosish hazar kii...
dil magar har baar haar gaya!
kismat ke haatho hamesha hi har baar mera chhana bekar gaya...
kyun aksar uski chhahat mujhe har baar us mukaam per khinch lati hai...
jahan per jindgi mujhe bahut door najar aati hai..
aksar jindgi ko door pa kar
me yahi baat apne aap se karta hun..
ki jo ho gya usse bhul kar ..
me jindgi ki ek nayi shuruat karta hun...
per jane kyaa baat hai us sitare me....
ki har baar me jan kar usse hi pane ki chhahat rakhta hun...
ussi jindgi me jine ki me phir baat karta hun...
kyunki me gardish me chamakte hue sitare ki chhahat rakhta hun............

Waqt toh lagega....

Pani ko aag hone mein waqt lagega ....
Subah se raat hone mein waqt lagega.....
tujhe mere raste pasand nahi aate…..
mujhe tere raste pe chalne mein waqt lagega.......
Manzil tak pahunchne mein waqt lagega .........
Majhdhar se sahil tak jane mein waqt lagega .........
Bina patwar ki is naiya ko paar.........
Ab kinara pane mein waqt lagega .........
Doob kar upar aane mein waqt lagega........
Khwabon ko phir sajane mein waqt lagega.........
Bhool jata hun hatho ki lakeerein choti hain …....
Us sitare ko chou pane mein waqt lagega ........
Zakhm taza hai bhar pane mein waqt lagega......
Dil jo roya hai aansu aane mein waqt lagega .......
Mar ke bhi bhula na paun shayad tumko…..
Ab phir dil lagane mein waqt lagega .

For UR Smile....

A LONG WAY BACK A GIRL CAME INTO MY LIFE WITH A BEAUTIFUL SMILE....
HAVING DREAMS IN HER EYES N WANTS TO FLY....
MAY B A GIRL OR A TOM BOY KIND....
SHE LOVES TO B PAMPERED...
SHE LOVES TO DANCE....
HANGING WID ALL D GUYS....
OR A LITTLE TOUGH BOY WITH BEAUTIFUL BROWN EYES...
SMILE ON A LIPS OR A DIMPLE ON CHEEKS...
LISTEN A SONG FROM THE BEAUTIFUL WIND.
DANCE WITH THE RYTHM OF THE FLOWING BREEZE....
TAKE A GLANCE N FIND OUT...
WHO IS SHE M TALKING ABOUT?

OHHH FELLAS I THINK U GOT IT THE RIGHT ANSWER...